Gina's Rant

Hahahahah!

So Tom Cruise lost his stupid Crackberry...I'm so glad I don't have one of those. However, if I got one for free I would so totally love it because it would save me money on a planner, which I need to buy soon for next year. I got mine @ Japantown last year so maybe I could go back there and look for a cute one. This time with more larger time spaces on it because our words are so much bigger then they're calligraphy symbol thingies anyway. I think I may have to pop on by Office Depot and look for some Westernized ones...although they're all kinda ugly and so blah. It's like 2009 in three years the world will end according to the Mayan calendar, and where are fuck are the Paris Hilton daily planners now, huh?!! She could be even richer if she got into that racket, let me tell you!

Back to Tom, hahhahahah...what a dumb ass! Seriously maybe he sucked up the 'berry with his ass or something. That would be hilarious. I also totally stole that from dlisted, but I almost cried laughing so I had to share the joy on here. I'm not sure why I get so much joy outta this, but I wish I lived in Toronto so I could have a 50% chance in finding it so I could put all the contents online. That would be sweet!

So I'm going to therapy today and I sure have a hell of a lot to say...so much so it gave me a headache so I went out and bought a deliciously fattening croissant sandwich, my god how I love those things! I have yoga tomorrow so I'll work it off eventually, but those things are so damn delicious they make life worth living again. I went to bed before 11pm last night because I was feeling down about everything. I'm feeling a little rebellious and stubborn today, like I want to isolate myself from everyone and do a lot of drugs. Yes I'm on the verge of depression, not really feeling too much anxiety, just tired of everyone and their opinions. Maybe I need to go on a retreat or something, get away from all the b.s. around here. But happy days will soon be upon us once this idiot moves out of my apartment. He's really made a mess outta crap there, I guess he doesn't mind burning bridges because as long as he's right, that's all that matters. I've learned that I can be right till the cows come home, but it's still not going to make me happy about anything. So I've learned to laugh at myself through most of it. So I need to let go and move on and do whatever it is to take care of myself and help make myself happy I suppose. Which is fine with me.

Lindsay Lohan's Facebook

Miss Thing had the nerve to complain about her facebook being disabled because she was going under a fake identity, amidst 100s of 14 year olds pretending to be Miss Famewhore herself. Oh boo effin hoo!

On another note, I've been reading celeb blogs for way too long, it actually gave me a headache reading her stupid infantile rant on www.dlisted.com. Sure she's 22, but she should spend more time drinking and getting coked outta her mind then actually writing on her stupid blog or whatever. I don't think that facebook even has a blog thing on it either. Myspace does unfortunately, I haven't checked mine in ages because I have better things to do (I probably will go to it now out of curiosity...of course). Myspace went out with growing up and actually going out and talking to other people. Although, the entertainment you get from conversating with other people at the bar has been greatly limited these days. It must be my tolerance level for drunk assholes who think I'm saying "purple diarrhea"instead of "verbal diarrhea". Granted he really wasn't listening to me but eavesdropping on my conversation about the difference in speaking English and Spanish. How rude! But anyway, I haven't had fun at a bar in the past year given the circumstances surrounding my homelife and living with a wide range of addicted potsmokers and white-knuckling alcoholics. Yeah, it sounds all cute and shit but it also can be quite boring, seeing how much social anxiety can actually destroy a household in a year. And here I thought artists were supposed to be social animals, not egotistical control freaks with co-dependendency issues and loud mouth talkers so everyone can here their opinion on mac and cheese. Sigh. Yet it is almost over and soon all the records and "found art pieces" will be gone. If only I didn't have to wait till next year, maybe some day I will look upon this and laugh and think to myself "oh those were the days". No, I'll probably live by myself because this is SO NOT FUN!   

I should probably do a seperate blog about the awesomeness of living in a flat with 6 other people. But I think I'll hold back in case someone actually reads this blog and starts spreading it to the people I live with and then they'll think I'm a bitch. I'm a secret bitch actually, I love keeping this sorta thing to myself. If I'm confronted, I'll gladly share my opinion about what I think of you, especially if you're a jerkface who thinks they're all that. Someone has to tell you, how will you get a boyfriend/girlfriend otherwise? I'm playing...nah, I just need to get this off my chest so I can go on with my day.